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the loneliness of the struggling breakcore producer

Postby matt bleak » Sun Feb 17, 2008 4:44 pm

am i the only one going crazy cooped up in a dark bedtomb hunched over a screen churning out breakcore track after breakcore track 'releasing' the tracks on the internet to an unappreciative 'audience'?
how do other producers cope with this solitary existence?
me, i like to go crazy every 2 weeks and take every drug i can get my hands on...and hang out with hookers :P
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Postby DIGIT216 » Sun Feb 17, 2008 5:29 pm

smoke weed constantly...

i know that pretty much helps me cope with the feeling of destroying every piece of hardware i own and burning down the neighborhood...

oh wait, we were talking about producing...

yah, i feel that way sometimes too...

always love me some hookers...

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Postby matt bleak » Sun Feb 17, 2008 5:36 pm

burning down the neighborhood...now THERE is a coping strategy i have yet to test out! :twisted:
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Postby JohnMerrik » Sun Feb 17, 2008 5:44 pm

I just work myself to death... and spend my free time searching for answers as to why i make such crappy ass music.

that and hookers... hookers always work.
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Postby matt bleak » Sun Feb 17, 2008 5:50 pm

JohnMerrik wrote:I just work myself to death... and spend my free time searching for answers as to why i make such crappy ass music.

that and hookers... hookers always work.


i had a job once...that scenario was even more insane than my current predicament...IE work all day for man i do not like doing work i do not like thinking about shitty amateur speedcore track i am working on wishing i was dead...go home, work on shitty amateur speedcore track, wish i was dead some more, sleep, wake up, repeat x infinity!
I COULD AFFORD BETTER HOOKERS THOUGH.
i heard a rumor that some producers don't have to pay for their hookers...surely these producers are not making breakcore?

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Postby JohnMerrik » Sun Feb 17, 2008 5:58 pm

I just work myself to death... and spend my free time searching for answers as to why i make such crappy ass music.

that and hookers... hookers always work.
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Postby matt bleak » Sun Feb 17, 2008 6:02 pm

JohnMerrik wrote:I just work myself to death... and spend my free time searching for answers as to why i make such crappy ass music.

that and hookers... hookers always work.


hmmmm...this guy needs some help. he appears to be trapped in the 'work' matrix/loop/continuum.
send massive quantities of mind-altering substances immediately.
this could be serious.
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Postby the shallow stairs » Sun Feb 17, 2008 6:03 pm

hell i just let myself go crazy in that dark room
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Postby matt bleak » Sun Feb 17, 2008 6:14 pm

the shallow stairs wrote:hell i just let myself go crazy in that dark room


a sample of you actually saying that would be gold :twisted:
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Postby the shallow stairs » Sun Feb 17, 2008 6:46 pm

want one?
http://www.myspace.com/rejectionprojectmusic

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Postby matt bleak » Sun Feb 17, 2008 7:02 pm

the shallow stairs wrote:want one?


yeah if u could be bothered that would be mad!
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Postby JohnMerrik » Sun Feb 17, 2008 7:13 pm

I really like whats happening here ;)
great thread! lolz0r! ;)
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Postby weyheyhey !! » Sun Feb 17, 2008 8:49 pm

i dont make music for anyone but myself.

hey, if you dont like what youre doing .. why are you doing it? :)

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Postby matt bleak » Sun Feb 17, 2008 9:07 pm

weyheyhey !! wrote:i dont make music for anyone but myself.

hey, if you dont like what youre doing .. why are you doing it? :)


...because i hate myself?

seriously though, i am just saying that to be prolific within this genre it takes a lot of solitude and i know that with me there is only so much i can handle before i have to go crazy / let off steam...was wondering how other producers cope, hence this thread.
and of course i like doing what i am doing, i love producing ridiculously obscure trax that only 5 people in the entire world will enjoy...i live for such infamy!
just the whole 'hunched over a screen in a dark bedtomb for weeks on end without barely encountering another human being' thing can become a bit monotonous sometimes. :)
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Postby the shallow stairs » Sun Feb 17, 2008 9:10 pm

http://www.myspace.com/rejectionprojectmusic

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art holiday and the shallow stairs are rejection project!

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